Thursday, April 17, 2014

Music Video

Here's a music video made onboard Callisto in November 2013 showing the boat underway. Enjoy!

Justin James "Boy Overboard"

Monday, April 14, 2014

Real things for sale

A steel schooner in the desert near Yuma. Sitting there while the cactus grows up slowly around it—sitting there for years now. We saw a video showing the man when he was still alive. He was pointing out where everything was going to go. The bulkheads, the galley, the booth, where you’d sit and have your breakfast. Pointing everything out fast, antic.
      And there was the picture of his wife and two daughters—one sticking her tongue out at the other. One of them had what the yacht broker called “special needs.” I wondered if she’d gotten brain damage later, falling from something. Maybe the half-built deck, onto the hard earth down there. On the jackstands the deck must have been 20 feet off the ground.
       For sale, this ship of the desert. A half-built, clean-lined piece of metal. Empty tunnel.
       I wonder if they’ll ever sell it. This is the kind of project that could take years, thousands of dollars. We could truck it down to Mexico and put a team of guys on it and it still wouldn’t be worth much in the end.
       It’s just somebody’s dream, lost out in all that sunlight—not even rusted yet.

Friday, April 11, 2014

Tallulah's projects

Secret Channel

Baby Turtles Take a Swim

Walking Table

Turtle Sunset

Doomsday Device

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Back in St. Thomas

Something about the jets flying over, screaming wind onto the runway, people going places. I love listening to the rastafarians on the bus—there are lots of different religions here, I tell Tallulah, and she asks, “Do they believe in the crossroads?”
     I guess we believe in the crossroads. Our life is a perpetual crossroads, it seems. Anchored below the university, I feel at peace. I wonder if I should apply for a job here. But maybe there’s something else I am invited to learn. Be here now. It’s a cliché. On the other hand, it’s the most profound wisdom. Isn’t that the way it always is?
     Copyediting a book about women’s cancers, it’s hard not to ponder the meaning of life.
     This is what I’m learning from sailing: don’t make plans. Prepare as if there is a future, but know deep down there is only this density of now.
       On the bus, the length of the island, taking our cat Daisy to the vet with the life seeping out of her. The sweep of the bay, the cruise ship, a crowd of tourists waiting in line to get on the shuttle that will take them back to the boat. Cruise director wearing black shorts and a blue polo shirt. Like Julie on Love Boat. Was that a show for adults? How many of my ideas about women and men, and life at sea, have come to me, slipping in, from Love Boat?
     I am a freelance copyeditor, traveling to foreign ports. One who does not belong. There is something powerful about always being a stranger. I have come to cherish it. About doing my work, which, quite honestly, I do not enjoy.
     The air blows cool off the sea. I have a revelation—something dawns on me—something about how the only thing that’s ever gotten in my way is me, myself—it slips away, turning the corner to pass the old people’s home, where once on the way to the grocery store I saw a twisted body being brought out, mouth agape. 

[Update: It looks like Daisy will be OK!]

Thursday, March 13, 2014

Frizz and Wendy return to Culebra!

Muscles on Zoni Beach
These flap hats are like a room of one's own! 
Mojitos at Dinghy Dock

Monday, March 10, 2014

School day

Traveling to school by dinghy, I wonder what that does to your brain--the splash of the oars, the way the water moves under the shallow hull. The morning light has begun to gather at the mouth of the bay like a waiting audience. Soon nothing on this earth could please it. The same dogs bark, and people shout across the road about ham and cheese. Newly hatched chicks run after their mother. Tallulah goes up the stairs to her class. I define “ostentatious” and “inveigled.” Rowing back across the bay is like being in slowed-down time, eternal, perfect time.